i love christmas. it gives me the whole.........christmassy feel. for lack of a better word.
i love presents, and the atmosphere at church. i think its splendid, the way churches decorate and do up every corner. i sing along to the christmas carols with alot of enthusiasm, because it gives me a very good feeling, as though i do it every single week or something.

i caught I Am Legend with Matthew and Xuan right after the clock struck twelve. the show sucked by the way. i was a bit scared after the show, as i was heading home at 3am, it was so quiet and lonely downstairs. I was also feeling a tad jittery, nerves i guess.

met Tong, Gerald and Simon on Christmas day for dinner, at PS Cafe along Dempsey. the place was pretty hard to find though. apparently spaghetti was horrible, and fries were mediocre. but it was still good fun. oh well.
haven't seen them for so long..Simon and Gerald have not changed at all, but Tong's hair........oh well. It's Tong, so what can i say.

Went for a little swim on Sat in school, the temp of the water was JUST RIGHT!
love the feel of water on my skin, and the fact that i don't perspire.
ok i mean i do, but it just gets washed off....squash gives me a different kind of feeling.
the way you keep rallying and running rallying and running...different man different.

met sean at clarke quay for dinner and drinks! or should i say, a light snack. well, not so light.
Hooters is one hell of a place seriously, but the hoegarden was DAMN GOOD. i love the taste of it! it doesn't have an aftertaste, thank goodness.
we've been like, best friends for 9 years. 9 bloody long years.

sean, we've really REALLY come a long way. :)
thank you.

met astley on sunday too, went for a quick lunch with him weijiang yingying and kp.

so the last day of 2007 came and gone, quicker than anything else. i CLEARLY remember the previous year's New Year's Eve, was watching fireworks with Weiren Simon and Gerald.
its still so vivid in my mind.. how can a year pass just like that..

so back to yesterday, Simon brought me to his friend's party in Dover Parkview.
FYI, its a lesbian party. EVERYONE was VERY SPORTING!
there was a bit of flashing, just ONE "stripper", a bit of french kissing, and a WHOLE LOT OF DANCING. me included.
i'll just leave it at that.
Simon and I then headed down to Clarke Quay to meet Gerald and Marcus. We thought there was gonna be some...spectacular event at the river, since everyone had their eyes trained on it.
We just heard fireworks in e distance, no countdown at all. Disappointing.
but oh well, we went there to chill, so chill we did.

We stole a table at Brewerkz. well, kind of. Drank the raspberry ale thingy, which wasn't bad at all! Played the stupid five-ten game too. Tong made his EXPENSIVE way down, via cab. 30 bucks. crazy jam. cost him so much. So off we walked. All the way to Bugis, cos Gerald couldn't get a parking in Clarke Quay. Drove down to the 24-hr Coffee Club, and obviously we sat at the smoking area. YA. it was damn funny la, all the crude jokes and witty comments.

So glad I managed to meet many of my frens during the holiday period. Adelyn and Hongyue at Greenwood Ave for a girls night out together with superb pizza the other week. Xuan at church christmas gathering. Sean at Hooters. Gerald Simon Tong during Christmas, together with Marcus during New Year..great way to cap off 2007. really happy.

anyway, i just realised there were more skeletons in my closet than i know of, or rather I wish i didn't remember them. we all have secrets. we all have more secrets than we actually know or remember, because there are always the secrets that we forget because they are too painful for us to remember..

Meredith (Voiceover) : Secrets can't hide in science. Medicine has a way of exposing lies. Within the walls of the hospital, the truth is stripped bare. How we keep our secrets outside the hospital – well, that’s a little different. One thing is certain, whatever it is we're trying to hide; we're never ready for that moment when the truth gets naked. That's the problem with secrets – like misery, they love company. They pile up and up until they take over everything, until you don't have room for anything else, until you're so full of secrets you feel like you're going to burst.


Thank you everyone, for giving me such a brilliant year.
Pictures will be up soon!

Sms of the day:

Tong - "Motherfuckin jam motherfuckin exp"

LOL. 4 words which best describe how we all feel about the hike in taxi fares. fucking exp.


this is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees..